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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

hey all. again in span of 2 hrs lolz. since i 1st looked at class blog like 2 hrs ago, i decided 2 read e archives. & now i so^2 regret my laziness 2 visit e blog earlier. i missed out so much discussions & words of wisdom. really^2 felt uber nostalgic reading everything.

looking over all e 6 months since then, my heart weeps. from joy, sadness, enlightenment. so much all of you guys have poured out. lolz even now i cant find words to say everything. not like wei bo lolz, quite the philosopher sometimes =]

truly sincerely, u guys hv juz taught me in 2 hrs more than wad i hve learnt so far in VJ. peace, love, life etc & all them lessons. & i really^google thnx you all. & God 4 such a class as i hv nvr had the opportunity to acquaint with.

b4 this i hated gi 2 e core. really. im e only cip ic in school. i get called 2 do stupid stuff like class mags & fetch aircon controls & coming back during hols for pw with him & dmn cpp & cip cards & refusing to mark my eom & using the f word to scold me & countless crap upon crap. i thought he was e worst teacher. even when he made sense or was right, i purposely talk back and attitude him and disagree with him cos i just hated him too much to agree with him or do what he wants me 2 do.

lolz i still hate him. but thanks 2 all your sharing, reading e blog was really humbling & eye-opening dudes. theres 2 much that i hv picked up today 2 write dwn, & abt how i've changed in my attitude and perspective. i still don like him, but somethings changed. i think i'll act differently and bhave diff 2wards him from now on. nothings certain, but i can say something has happened deep down. something gd.

& its all thnx to u guyz, & God who found it in his will 2 bless me with a class such as ours.

lolz sometimes shit does happen. & lots of it. & everyone gets some in e face. =] i feel like praying. i may not be elouquent as some, but know that i mean every word truly deeply. follow me in this prayer if you will.

dat God will grant us all the peace that so many are searching for.
dat God will open our eyes to him and to only that which can make each of us truly happy and content.
dat God will take us as we are, broken and sinful, regretful and unhappy, and give us comfort.
dat God will make us strong in him. we may be weak to the world, but may the Lord's strength be in us and tide us through.
dat God have mercy on his children, his creation. We remember the hurricane victims and the special 12 yr old boy Liang Hong told us about.
dat God will be with us always.

ahaha i feel so much better^3. b4 i 4get lolz i wan 2 add that im sorry for any wrongs i might hv committed against u guyz without knowing. cheerio. =]

God take care and bless you, amen.

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