wondering

hmmm this is rather late, but just had to write about it

was refering to Er Jian wondering about what if he had done all this or done all that.

i remembered once, coming to VJ, seeing all the Dunman high people, and thinking: what if i had gone to Dunman instead?

upon staying in VJ for awhile and going to the jazz concert by the RJ jazz ensemble, i thought: what if i had gone RJ instead for the Jazz Ensemble?

upon getting into guitar, a small question stuck in my head: what if i joined band?

my friend shared a similar sort of thought, but with a more regretful and sad tone: what if i had joined the VJ through the band instead?

it would be interesting to find out yeah? i don't know, i mean like never really been a good sportsman, never really able to like run rounds and rounds without stopping, never really played great guitar, never really played piano, never really drew a beautiful portrait, painting, picture etc.

neither was i able to fly or doing a thousand pull ups none stop. or dance a great salsa or hip hop dance. yeah... i mean like sometimes i wonder, what if i had been made to excel in these few things?

that is why everyone i know is living my dream in one way or the other:) thus, i guess there is not much for regret... though it does find its way to my heart sometimes

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