just thinking in reply....

hi guys!

yo Wilbur!

was thinking about what you blogged... quite a while since you posted too

actually what i learnt in church was that we live each day like our last, but plan for a thousand years.

something else i thought of was to be able to die without regret, with no strings attached. i guess we have to ask ourselves that question, that when we die, will we die in peace?

heh quite morbid, but i was thinking such because to be really frank, we can be taken away any day! it ain't a funny thought, but since we would all die one day, and we don't know when or how, what matters is we treasure the now! ain't really focusing on instant gratification, just contentment...

... and fulfilment for that matter. that we can accomplish our long term goals, and dare to dream big dreams and all that. each day we can not only treasure what we have, but we can look forward to something and work towards it.

but what if we die halfway doing such things? i guess we got to accept the fact that since we can die any time, why not just take it easy on such goals and dreams? not asking one to be mediocre, just to be able to let go when one needs to at any period of time.

hmm i just realised the above 3 paragraphs were an attempt to describe one word: peace.

thinking of all that we could have become is like thinking of what could have happened to us... after learning the lesson we all got to let go, if not it will be quite fruitless dwelling on the what ifs.

but regarding death, personally i feel reassured that as long i am do what i can to be careful and live life well, God will take care of the rest. comes to a point of time where i ain't to bothered about such things anymore, and that if i have to go, i go. i guess this kind of peace will just allow us to live life in peace and not thinking so much. i guess that is how God is real in my life, with that sense of peace, and probably some are thinking that i would be taking this stand till something seriously bad happens to me, and then i would change my mind.

as for searching... ain't we all searching? that we can fit into this big jigsaw puzzle of society and life? i guess peace will settle that too, although there is more to that:)

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