the future?

hey guys. wow i haven't been here for quite a while... sorry for being so lagged... i know it's just before GP but can take this as a warm up... just kidding:)

just saw the whole scholarship fair thing... and like to be honest, i don't know what i wanna do.

i wanted to be an accountant... until i saw my sister slogged her guts out at that desk job...

then i thought of being a social worker but felt that it would be quite a bit of work there...

so i guess i could settle for being a teacher? hahah but i might mislead all the students, like how the piped piper led all the rats into the sea ( heh heh heh... oops)

so honestly i am pretty lost... in the near future though, would love to pursue music in the army (hopefully they will take me in there). a good 2 years of playing would do anyone good ;) and like yeah just hope to get a job that will help people live life to their best... but i guess in any job, you can influence and help those around you and help them live their best right? hahaha

hmmm in summary was just thinking of getting a job that would allow time for me to pursue music as a sideline... personally i would love to pursue the path of music but i have been told that it is not that possible or practical in Singapore... people only become so good to teach others. i don't mind being a teacher but there's got to be more than that in this right? if not it will such a weird cycle with totally zero impact on society, other than the ones that would be taught. and like there is so much more to explore... well shan't go there haha.

so yup, kinda stuck.

oh well i guess i am fortunate to have 2 years of time to think... until it ends, i am spared:)